Sinai Vessel, the Nashville-based indie-rock band led by Caleb Cordes, have broken up. Cordes announced the disbandment on X. Read his note in full below.
“Somewhere along the way, Sinai Vessel became a means for me to dress for the job I wanted,” Cordes wrote, in part. “I never got that job. I saw friends and peers get the call. I put my nose to the grindstone. I worked my ass off, I enjoyed some true victories. And I spent a long time questioning what was wrong with me or the things I made.… As a loved one put it, it’s insane to be frustrated with myself for not winning the lottery.”
Cordes formed Sinai Vessel in 2011, at 16 years old, in his hometown of Hickory, North Carolina. Largely a solo project, the band released four studio albums of emo and indie-folk music over the years, starting with 2011’s Labor Pains through 2017’s Brokenlegged and 2020’s Ground Aswim. Sinai Vessel’s final album, I Sing, was released this past July.
Sinai Vessel:
15 years is a longer span of time than I know how to talk about. It contains the whole of my adult life and nearly half of my life besides. Good grief.
My time outside and within Sinai Vessel can be parsed, but they’re two strands in a cord. And the Sinai Vessel strand is a series of events that is always connected to — if not directly responsible for — every relationship and memory I hold dear. To say I’m thankful for it is to say I’m thankful to have lived at all.
And I am thankful. But it has not been easy. Somewhere along the way, Sinai Vessel became a means for me to dress for the job I wanted. I never got that job. I saw friends and peers get the call. I put my nose to the grindstone. I worked my ass off, I enjoyed some true victories. And I spent a long time questioning what was wrong with me or the things I made. My math was wrong, I know. As a loved one put it, it’s insane to be frustrated with myself for not winning the lottery.
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